When I
have a list of things to do (and I always do, it never goes away), I
start to get overwhelmed. I rush through tasks, I feel anxiety and an
urge to get it all done. But I can't. I simply cannot do this anymore. I
have two little beings, two beautiful little beings that need me. They have to come first when they are in my presence. If this means that I have dog hair in my dinner or dirt on my dishes, so be it. If there is anyone among you who judge me for putting my family first, I don't care. This being in my 30s is awesome. I have really given up on caring about what people think of me and do what I do for myself and my family. Of course, this also involves doing lots for others, too. I just worry that too many people don't live their lives because they are too busy trying to please others. I wish I could bottle up my stance and sell it. It has created a much happier life for my family and me.
When I
have a list of things to do (and I always do, it never goes away), I
start to get overwhelmed. I rush through tasks, I feel anxiety and an
urge to get it all done. But I can't. I simply cannot do this anymore. I
have two little beings, two beautiful little beings that need me.
